Ick

I've been binging and purging for like three nights in a row. I can't control myself! And everything I see with sugar I have to eat it. Cookies? Sure! Ice cream? Even better! Bread and butter? Yes why not. There is always so much junk food at my work it's rediculous. That's it! It's almost like I need to go shopping to buy alternatives o junk food like microwavable veggies, fruit, vegetable bullion for broth, diet pop, the works. I always end up spending money, but it's worth it. Alright tomorrow I'm gonna hang with my skinny friend and were gonna go shopping. Hopefully I don't feel too bad about myself. Goodnight loves!