hello! my apologies!! i dont know why the hell i havent posted in a week! my parents came back and all was well. i was gonna surprize them with a better anniversary gift but didnt get to it. shit. oh well, maybe ill just give it to them late. alright well ive been extremely stressed with a million things going on. but i have been going to the gym every day since i got my membership. thats like 15 days or something like that. wow! and today is my rest day. im so tired and sore today. i did this total conditioning class yesterday after i ate too much carbs but i was like the fastest in the class. i felt really good about myself. i wasnt the skinniest one there, but prolly the strongest and fastest. then i went to a dance party and danced for like 4 hours. but i came home and was SO FUCKING HUNGRY. ever since ive started working out more my appetite is soo strong. i cant resist it and i cant loose weight. i weighed myslef on friday and i was back up to 138.8. wtf. im so sick of gaining weight and eating. im so freaking scared to look at the scale because today i wasnt careful at all. i had two cupcakes from work and like 5 cookies. i purged a little after dinner, but still the bad stuff was way before dinner. i guess i ate bad because i was so stressed. but okay tomorrow is fresh and i will go to the gym before work and i will do gymnastics after work.
i will weigh myself every morning and continually lose.
oh and i got extremely inspired by Sunshinechild's posts about her smoothies and her successful weight loss. they are so full of vitamins i am so going to do that! the only thing is i need protein powder in my after workout smoothies. but i will do this. im gonna have smoothies with protein powder, skim milk and fruit. i will live off smoothies, veggies, and lean protein like canadian bacon and chicken breasts. i can do this.
thank you sunshinchild!! p.s. girls... her blog is awesome!
alright ladies i would love to tell you about my boy situation but ill save that for another post. love you all!
xoxo
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