I feel like crap from binging and purging like three times today. I just wanna go to bed. It's fri night and my friends are telling me to come over, that is the last thing I wanna do right now.
Today I heard of two people that are skinny bec they don't eat until dinner time. Only eat once a day. Tried it, and I binged and purged a million times. I hate myself. Ok I'm posting some before pics that I just took like 5 min ago...
Two of them are me trying to suck it in



This is me at 147 pounds. I'm never going to be this fat again

I hate my thunder thighs.. So huge.