I don't know why but like very night I've been binging and purging. It really sucks. Last night I had mcdonalds!!!!! WTF!!!!!! But that's okay because today is a new day a d I am following my rules religiously!
Water before eating anything
No eating after seven
No chips
At least 20 push ups a day
Tea every night before bed
And as far as the boy situation goes... I don't know. There's this other guy that's really interested in me but he lives like across the country but he sends me gifts in the mail all te time. He calls me a lot and we chat and he makes me laugh. But he's not nearly as cute as guys one and two from work. I don't know what to do. I don't think I could even handle a boyfriend right now. But as for now I'm just trying to follow my rules and work out every day. I worked out yesterday and today I'm nice and sore. I haven't done a real workout in a long time. It felt soooo good.wish me luck everyone I love u all. Shout out to my friend leigha! Were always on the same page!!!
