Hello ladies! I don. Know if I should say I've been doing good or bad lately. My friend from ny left the other day. And left me flowers on my door before he drove to the airport. He's such a sweetheart. I miss him already. The last night I saw him when I was driving home I got really sad and drove to a 24 hour gas station (it was like 1am) and bought cookies and doughnuts and chocolate milk and binged and purged. I binged and Purged yesterday like twice and three times today. I don't know what the he'll is wrong with me. I'm killing myself I have no energy and get really bad headaches. So I'm gonna fix this. I'm in my friends wedding in may and have to be skinny for it. All her bridesmaids are skinny. And the next time my friend sees me from ny I want him to notice that I've lost weight. I want him to say something to mr about it. It's my dream. I really really like him.
So this is what I'm going to do. Victorias secret diet.
Protein shakes with egg white powder, a gallon of water a day, fruits and veggies and that's it. I'm so excited. Oh I got a gave 0 cal treat! It's called bangle spice tea from celestial seasonings. It's amazing. I'd def reccomend it. But ya I'm really scared to weigh myself bec my friend from ny took me out to eat alll the time and I ate a lot. So ya. But victorias angels will help me! Love u girls xoxo
