Self Discipline is Needed

Self Discipline is Needed
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Monday, February 13, 2012

How dare she

My mom called me a pig bec I ate two cookies after I came home from work. My physically demanding job. And she never works out. that bitch. I can stand that. No wonder why oth me and my sister have an eating disorder.

The guy I like at work is going on a trip for like 4 months. I'm gonna miss him so much. I got flowers today from my friend from ny. It's not even valentines day and I got flowers from him. Does that mean he likes me?

As far as food goes I'm trying to just starve but it's not working. I used to be able to handle hunger so well but I can anymore. I end up binging. Maybe I need to buy diet soda and stuff like I used to. Ughhhhh.