i dont know how to eat normally. i baked untill 1:30 last night for this luncheon my friend is having for the wedding and her bridesmaids. in case you hadnt read about it, im in my friends wedding. shes kinda a bridzilla so its not as fun as it should be. and shes marrying my ex. my only boyfriend i ever had that i thought we had something. so ya.... its kinda hard.
but anyways i was up baking and i binged like 3 times. woke up this morning and binged again. i hate myself. i dont know how to eat like a normal person. i remember telling my mom that a couple years ago. "just read some health magazines or fitness magazines. that will remind you how to eat." my mother is no source of comfort what so ever. i hate those qualities in her.
so anyways i gotta run to this luncheon, i gotta look hot. and i gotta leave in an hour. ttyl love you ladies
