this is dedicated to all my new followers! hey there! thank you for joining me! :D you make me happy! if everyone that reads this wants to introduce themselves to me that would be awesome! wed be closer then! and help eachother out!
ok so i got good news and bad news.. bad news first. my friend came over and after my GOOD day, she wanted to go out to eat. i had lettuce wraps which is pretty healthy, but then i had two small slices of pizza. then i got a slice of cake. then later when we were watching a movie i got super hungry. it was like my body just realized how hungry i was from not eating all day and that food just angered it. so i had popcorn (diet kind) and hot chocolate and marshmellos and some nuts.. and mints. shit. so i didnt even bother to weigh myself. that was friday. then yesterday i ate eggs and onions. then went to the gym. then had a protein shake. then went to a party (new years!!) and had some chips and some wheat thins. then when we got home i was starving and had some more diet popcorn and hot chocolate. then i felt bad and while my friend was downstairs watching tv i binged. i know. what a horrible friend. i said i had to take a big dump. im close to her like that. then i purged.
bad news cont.. so this morning i had a special k protein bar for breakfast. (not bad) then i ran some errands and went to target. i saw all the clearance christmas sugar shit and bought some. i dont know why the hell i did that. then i ran to burger king and got fries and a shake. ate it all and purged. way to start out my new years resolution of no binging. fuck.
but good news... i weighed myself after my purge and i didnt gain any weight from this weekend. i still weigh 134.4. crazy. so im going to the gym today and then going to my aunts house to watch a movie. if i go to the gym and dont eat anything afterwards i will for sure lose tomorrow. the only challenge is CAN I WATCH A MOVIE WITH MY FRIENDS AND NOT EAT? we will see. i will bring a pretend protein shake in the car and just say i just finished the shake and am not hungry. well see how that works ill tell ya how much i weigh in the morning!
just doing laundry now, it feels so good to clean. i love cleaning. i love you all! shout out to all my followers! tell me a little bit about yourself!
xoxo gymnast
